An ocean laid bare, a heart that was devoid of love...a night robbed of its velvety dark and nest tossed away by a fierce wind. My fingers, tracing the contours of your face, in a dim lit moon, they rested on your eyes which were hollow and scant, a nose that did not heave by the touch that was so precious once, sealed lips with a set anguish that was for all to see and for me to feel; a jaw which was so firm in its emptiness of love for me. And I withdrew in haste; my sightless eyes searching your soul but all they managed was a glimpse of the whole; the whole that was but never would be. Searing looks scathing me with pain unknown, ebbing away the last breaths of my life as I choked over the tender touch and the remnants of the glass of fire and of death that you held close to me, stroking my lips with the poison of your love in me.

Heartening to have won a friend back even when I lost another one down the lane.

It is God's way of saying, don't lose heart, my child,  not yet.

Life is too long for us to make choices, nourish angst,  smother love.

You never really know how soon, in what form and how will it all dawn upon you one fine day.

Life is a miracle, God is benevolent for He gives all those second chances to strike gold again

Tempting is to be led astray and magical is to again find your way.

Its life, the less I say, the more it is and the more I do is incomplete.

All i know is it shall come to a halt when it has come round a full circle and you

have given all what you owed, earned what you deserved and found what was yours even while losing what wasn't.

It is life as I know it and it is wonderful indeed.

You said you loved me like no one else did. You did not.
You said it would be age defying friendship between you and I. It was not.
You said that you will always care for me and be my soulmate. You were not.
You said you will protect me from the ravages of  time and the rampages of an evil world. You could not.
You said you wouldn't hurt me like a knife being eternally turned around slowly in a punctured heart. You did.
You said Spring would be eternal in our relationship and autumn would never come. It did.
You said you will carry me in your heart forever. You never did.
All I got in return was lies, deceit, betrayal and a selfish friend that I may have deserved or did not. I will never know.
What I know is that I will never find it in my heart to trust someone again.
I will never forge my way into someone's heart to find a shelter.
I will never ever forgive you, I will never forgive me.