You said you loved me like no one else did. You did not.
You said it would be age defying friendship between you and I. It was not.
You said that you will always care for me and be my soulmate. You were not.
You said you will protect me from the ravages of  time and the rampages of an evil world. You could not.
You said you wouldn't hurt me like a knife being eternally turned around slowly in a punctured heart. You did.
You said Spring would be eternal in our relationship and autumn would never come. It did.
You said you will carry me in your heart forever. You never did.
All I got in return was lies, deceit, betrayal and a selfish friend that I may have deserved or did not. I will never know.
What I know is that I will never find it in my heart to trust someone again.
I will never forge my way into someone's heart to find a shelter.
I will never ever forgive you, I will never forgive me.